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22 May 2006 @ 08:51 pm
im truning into somthing i dont like..

my lifes been turned upsdie down...
no friends no family no life
i dont like being quite i like to talk joke around and not feel like an outcast
but this is how i feel.. nothing makes me happy its a fake smile you see everyday
fake laugh and a fake me

im turing into somthing i hate i dont like this at all

i think this is how i am going to be :\
18 May 2006 @ 08:28 pm

i have turned into a monster that i hate...

i hate myself all i have been doign is complaining...its just so hard to move on
through everything thats happened i have been so strong
but now its coming apon me
i dont like it at all

i need help i need to know that my friend are not sick of me couse it seems like they all do

only public entry

comement with name  thanks

22 April 2006 @ 02:42 pm
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: rent
17 April 2006 @ 10:59 pm
 i would love feed back :)
17 April 2006 @ 09:11 pm
i dont know if you guy's would have any idea's for journaling i mostly use words but would love ideas... :)
25 March 2006 @ 10:42 pm

25 March 2006 @ 10:36 pm

15 March 2006 @ 08:44 pm

So today i went to school for:
Spanish-we went over more food,and then homework,then i left
English-iwe watched a movie called field of dreams and the man in the storyline he builds a field on his farm to bring back his dad and then at the end he sees his dad
i wanted to like scream so loud it just wow.. made me think? i guess about stuff and wow
i know how b/c my dad and i never really got to play catch together it was most my brother and him and in the movie the dad and the man play catch
then my friend Nikki wrote somthing about memories and i have a couple with me dad and it mades me sad that i dont have more i guess my dad was spending time with my brother
:\ it just bothers me these stuff.. and that well....

oh yeah krisztina came over and we watched RENT :D 
the end

Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: angel-kelly clarkson
05 March 2006 @ 03:36 pm

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