i have turned into a monster that i hate...


i hate myself all i have been doign is complaining...its just so hard to move on
through everything thats happened i have been so strong
but now its coming apon me
i dont like it at all


i need help i need to know that my friend are not sick of me couse it seems like they all do

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So today i went to school for:
B+E
Spanish-we went over more food,and then homework,then i left
English-iwe watched a movie called field of dreams and the man in the storyline he builds a field on his farm to bring back his dad and then at the end he sees his dad
i wanted to like scream so loud it just wow.. made me think? i guess about stuff and wow
i know how b/c my dad and i never really got to play catch together it was most my brother and him and in the movie the dad and the man play catch
then my friend Nikki wrote somthing about memories and i have a couple with me dad and it mades me sad that i dont have more i guess my dad was spending time with my brother
:\ it just bothers me these stuff.. and that well....

oh yeah krisztina came over and we watched RENT :D 
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